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| the human mind is very interesting
it is all twisted and all humans are in certain confusion
tat is why there are people who come up with stories, and how do ppl know that those stories are actually real?
they never seek the answer, coz those stories made their lives a lot easier to live in, less confusion and more moral values can be implemented.
however, by doing so, doesnt erase the confusion, it is just left UNANSWERED
the meaning of story can also be known as a lie
so, we tell a lie that is the truth and ppl believe in that lie for they think it is the truth and it makes their lives easier and the world, less complicated.
watever that humans say, think and move, there is a reason.
when a human is happy, there is a reason,
when a human is sad, there is a reason,
without reasons, a human has no reason to feel,
making the human a robot.
if i am sad, there is a reason,
if i am happy, there is a reason,
if i hate, there is a reason,
if i love, there is a reason,
for, feelings are what that made us humans.
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| yesterday (09/03/07) was a sad day for everyone... my last year's kh teacher, mr. vashu retired, well, we should be happy for him, since he can rest and not deal with the stress faced in skool... yet, humans are too greedy, humans want good things to be beside them...
anyways, i became a prefect, which kinda saddens me, but... i am willing to take the challenge. the challenge of hardship, sadness, losing friends, feeling all alone, feeling stuck in a small hole... coz it makes me feel human... if we never feel sadness, tat means we are missing 1 feeling in our life, which in turn makes our life un-human... i learned that from south park! one guy was heart-broken coz he broke up with his gf, then another guy come and wanted to pull him into darkness, but he refused and told him "it feels nice to feel sad... coz it makes me feel... human"
so, yesterday, i was assigned to be on duty in my block, but... my fav. kh teacher is going away! i thought i was gonna miss it, till i see some form 3 ppl who doesnt really care about the retirement of that teacher, walking pass my block, so i went like "hey! that's my last year's kh teacher... erm.. i wanna go see him for awhile, can you take over?"... then they were like"... ok?"... so i skipped duty and went to shake hands with that guy, saying "thanks!" then watched him go... kinda touching... he was the one that made my electronic work functioning properly... i still remember, he used a screwdiver to scratch the bottom of the board to let electricity flow on the network... those will just remain as a memory to me...
yesterday, i received another news... i don think i should post it up here for some reasons... i couldnt do anything... i couldnt approach, i couldnt speak... i can only watch... and i felt so wrong and it just wouldnt come out of my head! just kept thinking "why?" till my tution bm teacher, mr. asri asked me "where are your idea juice for your essay this time? is it frozen?" then i was like "erm... yeah, couldnt think today..."
then on that very same day, i read the "alwayz_me" blog, and she was talking about somebody... but i don know who... i wonder who might it be??
anyways, it's holiday! but... it doesnt feel like a holiday, coz... we hav to study for the coming march test... T_T... haih... i should hav been playing my ps2 if there's no test after the holidays... well, wat can i do? i am not the one who set things up, the skool does... so, i just have to accept it... such a sad world this is....
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